Loves being a Senior! (:

This year has been pretty amazing (: even tho it has just began (:

Starting to like some teachers....starting to hate others..

I love that teachers know that im not right handed and that i need more time on tests and homework.. THANK U TO THOSE TEACHERS!!!!!Some teachers dont care that im not right handed and are making me turn in my homework the day its due...which is hard to do... :/ Plz help me out here teachers plz... :/

Love This...

Well now im feeling loved because i see who my true friends are because they help me with my tray and sometimes help me write...and my girl Aj for carryin my books during school...also 1 guy has been really helpful and after school carries my books and also will sit there and wait for my mom to get there.. (: this makes me soooo happy (: im happy my true friends show that they are true and here to help even in this bad time. <3

Bad day...to a Good day (:

This morning my dad told me he doesnt trust me or forgive me because of the accident....and now doesnt treat me like his daughter :/ i came to school crying...1 guy made me smile he know who he is (: and now eatting food and laughin with my girls...i feel better now (:

Already in a pissed mood... :/

When I'm workin and a teacher tells my case manager that im not workin in 8th period....thats f***ed up...i work as hard as i can with my right hand...i get crap done!!! dont say i dont when ur not in the room all the time...i mean really!! teacher leave me alone!! im sorry im not right handed. :(

2nd day back... :P

Well im out of the AC and now tryin to go to normal classes...its hard when i cant write or zip up my bag but im gettin better at it (:

Everyone has a Purpose

People are like sailboats we both have a purpose. You must know where you are going and where you come from, like a sailboat knows which harbor its from. If you want to go somewhere you need to catch the right wind to get there. As the quote from Seneca says “ You must know for which harbor you are headed if you are catch the right wind to take you there.” Its just like dreams you set them and you need to get on the path that will take you there. Make sure you open your eyes because everyone is here for a purpose even though we don’t always feel like we are.....nothing. But we are something, we have a purpose in life and a purpose in other people around us life’s to.

1st Day Back....

Loving being back at school... i have missed my friends tons..but no one understands what i have been through...and what i remember from the accident..i have nightmares i wake up and scream everything feels so real in my dreams...But the hugs from my friends and smiles all make it worth it to wake up today..they are my life.. <3 Just i dont think the teachers understand im left handed in a lot of things and stuff is hard for me to do expecally write...i just feel like crying...i cant do everything i used to til like july... 6 weeks ill get to be me and be able to move my arm again (: Can't wait til July <3

I'm alive

I'm fine...and tryin to stay strong..my surgery went good... Now I need to heal

Tryin to stay STRONG!!!!

Dont laugh at me... Love this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FVjbo8dW9c8

lmL

I have personal experience of bullying and almost taking my life.... i cnat stand silent anymore!

Thinkin....

Im thinkin really hard..im tired of fightin and cryin myself to sleep... Idk if I can do this anymore... right now i really need to talk with my friends on what I should do about this :(

Can't wait til weekend!

Well this is goin to be a weekend were i get to relax and enjoy the fresh air and good weather! (:

So happy!!!!

My close friend is going to have a lil Boy!!! and she is going to name him Adrin (:

Frustrated....

Everything is crazy in my life right now....with friends being drama crazy and also friends freakin out cuz she is being quiet and not talkin to all of us. And just everything!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

VeRy SuRpRiSeD!!!!!!

Just found out one of my close friends is pregnent.... :/  At least we know that the boyfriend is not leaving her and she is goin to keep the baby! I told her that I'm here for her when ever she needs help. And everyone is being very supportive of her <3 I love her tons!!! Hope the baby is health and Next Monday she is goin to the doctor to find out if its a boy or girl... She is very excited!!! lol

Wats New?!?

Well I know I hate Day Light Savings cuz of the part of losing an hour of sleep :/ But this weekend was fun got to stay in Lincoln to watch my sisters basketball tournament and also got to meet Bo (Husker Football Coach) and he said "Hey Cutie" to me. And I just stood there surprised. Lol but good weekend tho (:

This Weekends Plans (:

Well this weekend is goin to be crazy....I get to have my newborn cousin of only 1 month at my house..and my bf is comin over and he is goin to have to help me take care of my lil cousin (: haha this will be interesting :P And then also basketball games for my sister that I also get to go see... YAY to the WEEKEND (:

Softball Coach

I love to be a Softball Coach to all the 8 year old for the Impact Softball team. Its really fun and the lil girls really love me. When i walk into the dug out I hear screams sayin Kaya.. (they only know me by Kaya not Mikaya) But its always fun to gets tons of hugs from all of them <3 LOVE MY JOB!!! <3

YAY An IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

Got a good idea for my 1 Act now just need to think of  characters and need to do some research (:

CaNt WaIt!!!!!

Its almost weekend and its my 1st weekend in a long time i get to stay home and not have to go running to games or practices for my sister.. YAY!!!!! (((((((((((((((((((((:

Wondering...

Wat people think about me.. how i act around my bf and wat people think about me and him dating...

My Plan..

I decided that I am who I am and I'm not going to change for anybody (:

Creeped Out

Got randomly smelled by friends this morning kinda creeped me out a little bit

State Writing Test

Had my State Writing Test today and I did pretty good but they teacher that was watching over us was kinda of wondering why I got done soo fast. I told her because I love to write and I have a creative mind and ideas just come to me out of no where so its easy for me to write and type things up really fast (:

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Love meeting new and random people lol :P

Why can't it End..... :/

Im tired of goin to the hospital and still not getting answers on whats wrong with me :/ and had to go this morning and they took more blood and did tests on me... Why can't I feel better and get back to being myself :/

Random (:

Love creeping on people when its an assignment (:

Thinkin (:

Thinkin about everything that important to me in my life (:

Drama :/

To: The girl in my life that starts drama... (my now ex friend)

She say she hate it.... but she is always the one who create it and say that Im the one who starts all the drama.... Look at yourself and see how you act... And stop making it all about yourself.. If you are a true friend to me, open your eyes and stop making drama. And if you have drama with any of my friends. I dont care have the drama.. just leave me out of it! Please....

From: Kaya

I Am....

I am, a Daughter, a Sister, a Grand-Daughter, a Neice, a Cousin, a Friend. I am a Partner, a Student, a Young Girl, and a Grown Woman. I am Confident and Scaried. Terrified and Excited. I am Loving, and Caring, and Thoughtful, and Hopeful. I am Sick and Tired. I am Shy and Friendly, and Careful and Careless. I am Broken and Whole. I am Misunderstood, Misguided, and Mislead. I am Hardworking and Determined. But a little Scaried on the Inside. I Wish on Stars and Dream MY Dreams. I Pray to God and Cry my Tears. I Smile on the Outside while I'm Dying on the Inside. I Listen to Others who dont Listen to Me. I Walk on Eggshells,and I Walk on Fire. I Believe in Passion,but not True Love. I Love You and I Push You Away. I Want you but Not so Close. I'm ALL and NOTHING all at once. And all I Want is for You to Love Me...

                                                                 

True Love

A person who truly loves you will never let you go no matter how hard the situation is. <3

Im very Random :P

Sitting in next to Zach in the A.C. lol (:

Cinderella "My kind of Twist"

Love writing my little twist to the ending of the Cinderella Story (:

Friday 13th

I always have never had anythign go bad on Friday 13th and idk y but im thinking thats a very good thing (:

Me being RaNdOm!!! (:

Epic Awesome!!! (: haha

2012 Here I Come

Ready for 2012 even if your not ready for me (:

Creative Writing

Sitting in Creative Write next to Angel lol ill get used to talk to her now in this class (: